Over the past twenty years or so I have been experiencing what seems to be steadily accelerating sense of higher awareness.
Over the past couple of years I have been trying to find answers.
During this research I discovered the pineal gland and all its potential for being some kind of conduit or connection point to something “greater”.
Bare with me, this is a bit of a tome!
I have always experienced synchronicity.
I often experience déjà vu.
The two happen so often to me, (almost daily) I tend to note it and forget it!
I am an engineer and R&D scientist so I have a logical and progressive brain. I believe what I experience personally but also I don’t dismiss out of hand other people’s ideas, no matter how outlandish they might sound.
I will be interested to see their evidence and reasons for their idea and then make a judgment. But even then, if I disbelieve what they are suggesting, I won’t demean or undermine them, they are perfectly entitled to believe what they want to believe.
I have experienced synchronicity events for as long as I can remember.
Knowing the phone was going to ring, knowing what someone was going to say, seeing the same thing twice or three times over a short period of time.
When things really started accelerating for me was in 1999. My then girlfriend was a film student and needed a subject for her final film.
I live in Hampshire, England and one day while driving, we passed a huge crop circle in a field just outside of Winchester. She had never seen one before and was fascinated. She wanted to know everything about the subject. I knew a fair bit and explained the two camps: researchers and hoaxers.
I said I felt there were many questions about whether crop circles were a real phenomena or just people with planks of wood. No one knew for definite.
She decided to do her final film on the subject but it was coming from the angle of belief. The researchers’ belief in their subject and possible reasons why they wanted to research such a “fringe” subject.
As the research got underway, so the strange events started as did the fundamental changes in me.
One morning towards the end of that summer I woke up and opened my eyes. As I did so I knew something was different. I felt like the blinkers (that I didn’t know existed) had been removed from my head. I was now seeing things on a much bigger level. I was seeing everything where before I was obviously seeing very little. I was insignificant in the total scale of everything. Something had been turned on.
I was fascinated as to what had happened to me.
As I started to dig, research and read to try and get an answer, so the synchronicity and déjà vu increased in frequency. It was almost like the research was the catalyst for further events. I decided that the research was increasing the spiritual feelings and was disengaging my material side, although I could not quantify why.
In 2007 my daughter was born. What followed was six months or so with very little sleep! I was exhausted and very tired.
One evening I got my daughter to sleep and then laid down on my bed for forty winks.
I closed my eyes and within seconds was somewhere else. I was standing on a road. There were trees, a couple of buildings it was cloudy, possibly dusk, it was windy. But the overriding feeling was one of utter reality. It felt as real as you feel now. I opened my eyes and was back in the room. But I was shocked and it left me with a feeling of wanting to go back. I remember closing my eyes but not being able to re-create the experience.
A few nights later it happened again and this time I was able to stay where ever this place was a bit longer. I walked up the road for some distance, taking giant steps but then my rational brain kicked in and I was back in the room. Again I was left with an intense feeling of wanting to be back there
Since then when I get tired I can repeat the “lucidity”. But it is quite difficult to hold on to for long. My rational side of the brain kicks in and pulls me back almost like an emergency stop button.
However, in line with this, the occurrences of synchronicity have increased exponentially.
There have been so many events it would take me an age to describe them all. However two events stand out.
The first was a trip I had to Nottinghamshire.
I was off to meet a farmer about a possible business idea I had. I had never met this chap before and had been put in contact with him through a business development manager.
I drove up and spent the day on this farm.
The farmer showed me round and we had some interesting discussions. I came away feeling quite positive and returned home.
On the way back I called in to see my Dad. I told him I had been at this farm. “Oh,” he said “Your great grandfather used to own a farm up there” he then named the farm and the village I had just been at. I nearly fell off my chair! Quite extraordinary. I could have been at any farm in England but I happened to be on the very farm that had been in my family until circa 1910!
The second and most recent major event was to do with the really sad story of Saad Al Hilli the Iraqi national from Surrey who was murdered with his wife and mother in law in southern France.
I worked with Saad fifteen years ago. We worked together for about a year and got to know each other well enough that we exchanged telephone numbers and addresses when I left the company. That in itself is not odd at all.
What got my attention was that just three or four days before hearing the first BBC news report of his death, I had been clearing an old box of papers and had found an old address book. I had opened it and it had fallen open on the page with his name on it. I hadn’t touched that book for years. So to then hear of his death a few days later.. I was shocked.
Individually those events could be put down to coincidence. However when you put them together with all the other less spectacular events and include all sorts of other things which have been happening to me, then they become part of a much bigger picture.
When I first read about the pineal gland what grabbed me was how many civilisations previous to ours believed that it was a gateway, a conduit to something.
I believe in 1999 I turned my pineal gland on. I also believe that the act of research into this area, has acted as a catalyst which has increased the activity.
My research so far has been extensive with myself being the test subject!!!
I have also completed further educational studies in biology and quantum physics to have a better insight into what may be going on.
It’s interesting having an argument with yourself over whether the result you have just achieved is invalid as it was not a double blind study despite the fact you know you experienced what you experienced!! LOL!
My own research has anecdotally shown the following:
I think there is a link between DNA and its interaction with the pineal and pituitary glands linked with electromagnetic radiation and our interpretation of electromagnetic radiation.
I also think there are several stages to “opening” the pineal. I also believe that ancient man/civilisations had a fundamental understanding of this process and stone circles and ancient sites were built to initiate and maintain this.
I think there is a more fundamental connection between light (electromagnetic radiation) and sound than we currently understand.
I am really interested in the lucid light device. Like most people, I would love to experience the effect! – I would love to compare to see if the experience is the same as my own “internal experience”!
In his interview, Tony felt that the lucid light device triggered a release of DMT in the pineal. I question this on the basis that when I have my “lucid moments”, when I open my eyes I am back in the room. Yet, if you take DMT, LSD or any other “drug” you would see an effect while the drug is in your system, not when you open or shut your eyes. Therefore if the pineal gland had released DMT I would expect the images to continue and slowly fade, not “turn off” as the eyes were opened.
I think there is more than one mechanism for having these lucid experiences and I feel we are sitting on top of a very large iceberg with the rest waiting to be discovered.
I would be interested to hear from anyone else who has had similar experiences.